I'm writing for sanity and to dissolve/diffuse these wretched thoughts. I am older now and what remains is a fragment of hope, but the need for survival pounds through my negative energy. I hang my head high regardless. At least I think I do? A happy life that lost it's freedom of breath and yoga to the crisis we all face!
There is delight in almost every instance. It's in a child's eyes, it's in a waterfall, and it's on a mountaintop. It's pervasive. She is a joyful mother. Running extremely behind in her travels, being forgetful, charming, witty, and funny, all in one! There are an abundance of swans dangling about the room. They tell a story too. If they have ears they've heard unimaginable things. Interesting things too! A commerical truck's reverse siren is piercing the air. In here, indian music is filling the air. It is coursing through the people's veins. A sticker adorns his lap-top stating, "think it's not illegal yet." I think that this is a reaction to the restrictions placed on the people of this country. A bit of flamenco guitar to switch up the monotony. Lovely, perhaps it's Paco Delucia? Maybe Al Dimeola? Good music goes hand in hand with good thoughts. Sometimes good thoughts yield good music, and vice versa.
Things are shifting in many different directions lately. Good directions seem to be sneaking a peek into the days of this young man. He's feeling a bit better about the course his life is starting to take. He makes some small gains.
What is the relevant purpose of this exercise? Oh, the cold sneaks through the window sill. The comfort from the winter breeze breaks the hot air that fills the room. Why are the lights on? Boring! Time to leave and do something! Anything. Carrots and roasted hummus anyone?
James
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JAMES,YES ,I GET IT INTERFACING WITH THE WORLD ON ITS TERMS FACING REALITY INSTEAD OF ALWAYS TRYING TO CHANGE THE SCREEN OF LIFE.ACCEPTANCE OF WHAT IS, NOT WHAT WAS ,COULD BE OR NEVER WILL BE THAT'S THE ANSWER TO THE NOW.FREQUENTLY THE NOW SUCKS AND IT COMES WITH THE S-WORD-SHITTY .AND AS ONE OF MY OLD STUDENTS WROTE "MY LIFE SUCKS MAJOR ASS"SHITTY------- LIFE ,JOB ,MONEY,CAR,BILLS,,WIFE,HEAT,COLD, WOMAN ,WORKER,PLACE,CLOTHES ,HOUSE,ET ALII.WHY ARE WE SO BENT TOWARD THE NEGATIVE WHEN ALL ALONG GOD SAW WHAT HE HAD MADE AND IT WAS GOOD?WHY IS THE HUMAN MIND BENT ON THE NEGATIVE WHEN WE COME OUT OF THE WOMB NEUTRAL OR DO WE?I CAN ONLY SPEAK FOR ME BUT MY MIND WAS ADDELED BY ALCOHOL FOR YEARS.MY ADRENALIN SEEMS TO WORK BETTER WHEN I'M ANGRY, OR IT SEEMS THAT WAY.THE KEY TO A GOOD DAY FOR ME IS LISTENING AND OBSERVING RATHER THAN PONTIFICATING AND JUDGING.THE INFORMATION AGE HAS GOT US ALL IN THAT TOWER OF BABEL 'BULLSHIT'BULLSHIT BEING THE OPERATIVE WORD.AMEN AND AS PILATE SAID "QUAD SCRIPSI ,SCRIPSI"UNCLE MIKE
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